Summer 2011 I was skinnier then I had ever been as an adult. Then the sickness came. I got migraines and was painfully naseous if I wasn't eating. Since that time I have slowly been gaining weight. Now I am the fattest I have been as an adult, without being pregnant, and there seems to be no end in sight. No matter how careful I am about eating or how much I run, the weight just keeps coming. I look more and more like a sausage about to burst out of it's casing every day. not only am I getting fatter but I am also losing muscle. I am getting fatter and weaker by the day and it is really bumming me out.
I feel mushy, fluffy, and gross. I think Dr. Spaceman says it best. I couldn't find the exact clip I wanted on it's own but this whole thing is funny. The one I want is at 2:11 seconds.